Chizuru looks every bit the party girl in her revealing, body-hugging dress. The image is confirmed when she admits frequently picking up guys at nightclubs. But when she gets them home, she says she suddenly undergoes a transformation.
“I become this shy woman who can’t say what’s on her mind,” she tells Spa!, admitting that she’s never had an orgasm despite considerable sexual experience — an affliction apparently plaguing every second Japanese woman.
“I love sex,” Chizuru says. “It feels really good when somebody plays with my clitoris. And I really love it when their finger goes deep into me. But every time I reach the stage where it’s like, ‘Oh, God, just a little bit more, keep going,’ they all stop. And I never orgasm.”
The 30-year-old IT company worker says she’s had plenty of partners who’ve tried their hardest to bring her to a peak, but she’s never been able to assail the summit and often resorts to faking to avoid hurting feelings.
“The guys have tried hard for me, so I kinda feel obliged to fake it,” she says. “I basically learned what to do by copying adult movies. I hold my breath for about five seconds, then let out a moan. I don’t think anybody’s ever realized. I don’t want to act, though.”
Chizuru is determined to one day reach orgasm.
“I can’t bear the thought of dying without having come at least once. I think that idea’s really sad. Nobody knows how much longer they’ve got to live, but I want to find out what it’s like.”
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